How is it that at 6 months pregnant I felt like each month had dragged by, but the past six months have gone by in a flash?! I seriously cannot believe our precious little, nugget is SIX freakin' months old!!!
Olivia Jane... goodness. You have made my heart so, so, so full! It is bursting with love and joy and pure happiness! Yes, not every second feels like that - like in the middle of the night when I am zombie walking to your nursery to feed you- but, generally and overall that is how I feel. Sometimes I just pinch myself and cannot believe that I am a mommy and that YOU are my sweet baby girl! You are my greatest joy and biggest accomplishment and I am very proud of you. I didn't know love existed this deep. Having you has made me understand our Heavenly Father's love in a whole new way and it is amazing that what I feel towards you is just a fraction of his love for us.
I often stare at you in wonderment and dream about all the possibilities you have ahead of you. I pray for you to have a blessed and easy life, that you make wise choices, and (to steal a phrase from Lolly), that you 'skin your knee' just enough to know you need the Lord and that otherwise he keeps you safe from all harm.
You seem like such a big girl to me now. You have definitely left the "newborn" stage and are full into the pure "baby" stage. You need me less and less and I am already struggling with the pull between wanting to you to reach each new stage and the selfish desire of wanting you to stay little and needing your mama forever and ever.
At six months old you have mastered the sitting up independently thing. You are super duper close to crawling (on hands and knees and rocking back and forth) and can actually scoot around by slugging your way across the room pretty quickly. You have two bottom teeth that are razor sharp, but not quite as sharp as your fingernails which grow at record speed. You still like most people, but have very recently become more clingy to mommy (maybe it is because of the crazy few weeks we have had). You are very interested in grabbing glasses off of faces. You're curious about everything and it's a blast watching you learn and figure out the world around you. You really enjoy shopping trips especially now that you are sitting up in the shopping cart and can observe everything that is going on. We get loads of compliments about how cute and beautiful and strong you are whenever we are out and I won't lie, I eat each one up and love hearing the compliments.
This past month has been a big one, full of events! You were dedicated, went on your first Leeper family vacation (I love that we are carrying on that tradition!), and moved to a new home (I may have cried ugly, sobbing tears leaving your nursery and the home we brought you home from the hospital to). --- Quick shout out to Uncle Jason who let us and the two dogs crash at his place for a week and also to your Aunt Jessie who took a couple days off of work to come play with you while mommy unpacked boxes!
We discovered that you're quite the little fish in the pool. It's adorable. You splash and kick and smile and I love it. Kicking seems to be a thing of yours right now. You also kick and thump your legs in your crib when you're ready to wake up. It still takes me a few seconds to figure out that that is what I'm hearing.
You're still a serious little girl but you have a lot of fun too. I should try round two of photos sometime when your daddy is around and can help by getting you to giggle. I get you to laugh and then as soon as I put the camera back up to my face you go stone cold haha. Plus, it's a little hot (100°) outside and I may have locked us out of the house for 45 mins today... oops... so you were pretty much over it.
Oh sweetheart, I love you to pieces. Happy six months!






































